"There is a huge difference between leadership and simply using one’s title, position and given authority, to exercise political and/or bureaucratic power. "
I promised myself I'd blog before the weekend is up. I wanted to do 2-3 postings, but here I am at just one. Better than nothing.So I'm sitting here in a roasting hot apartment - my a/c broke this afternoon - on the eve of another week at XX Corp. Sundays are sort of the worst. Basically, all day I dread Monday. It's really awful and actually shortens my enjoyable weekend.
I never felt this way in DC. I never had stress or anxiety about going back to work on Monday, in fact, I looked forward to it. I really need to stop beating myself up over the decisions I've made, as they're already made. What I can do is make BETTER decisions for my future.
I'm still on the fence about which program to pursue. I SWEAR it's not just due to indecision, but I don't want to invest $5-7k on something if I'm not making the most educated decision I can. I have set the absolute goal that I will be enrolled in something before I leave for Scotland on Aug. 14th. I'm sticking to that.
Going to go read a bit of my book and do some thinking before heading to sleep. Chrissy lands in NY tomorrow morning for 3 days. It will be really nice to have a friend around, but I need to make sure I stick with my workout program and not go off course too much. I feel like I'm really in a pattern now, which is fantastic. It's really that and the ASF that keeps me sane right now.
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